Ambiguity

The reason why I keep you just in my heart is because I am not sure if I am ready to take responsible of you.
The reason why I keep you to myself is because you are so delicate that I am afraid I will hurt you...
The reason why I keep you distance is because I am afraid that if you are too close, I am afraid that there will come the time when you want to stay away from me but I just can not let you go.
The reason why I keep an invisible wall between us is because I am afraid that when things get really hard with me, I will just drag you into misery.
The reason why I keep you standing there alone is because you seems okay on your own.

But, my selfish me has put you in the unfair place. I said it but I never or maybe haven't make it clear on what I want from you.
And you were just there standing not knowing what to do. In my eyes...you are confuse because you too, are trying to find yourself...

I need to trust you, don't I? No.... I guess I need to trust myself first. That I am strong. That despite whatever lies in the future I can be strong.